Monday, August 14, 2006
First,Aft times and times of thinking and considerations,i have thought through...
tat things shldnt b forced.So,i hav learnt tat in life,dere r so many things tat u might wan,and tat were often out of ur reach.One example is frenship.
Probably,leaving the wae it is would b a better choice,and miracles might even come through...u nv noe.
so in simplified,i jus hope tat,ppl around,whom i tried to b frenx wif..but obviously was lik "rejected"...pls don leave a bad impression of me,haha...
i jus wan to make frenx...tats all,jus tat simple.Yupp...
Second,Err...i guess its not realli gd to mention any names...
They r great ppl wif great character...but jus mayb tat im not fated to b their frenx?ya?...lolx...mayb tat is wad the word "FATE" is used lorx...
ya lorx...fate lorx,things tat r standard lorx...cannot b changed lorx...haah...
Hopefully,one dae,fate will make us frenx...haha...okay...
Third,HmMm..so todae,she told me a bad news,though might not be confirmed,but sure tat im worried as well lorx...ya,all i hope is tat she would b orite lorx,n yupp,study hard hard lorx...tats wad i reali hope.And tat,she will b okay lorx...
Hereby,i prayed for her tat nth bad will happen...
Forth,So recently,not long ago,i told her tat,i actually lik her.Way before was tat,she told me bout how she feel,but its jus tat,i wouldnt wan her to feel cheated at the end,so i tried to avoid her.But at tat time we r still frenx,as usual.Aniwae,i felt tat it was not worth it aft considering.She was like the one whu actualli being so cunning,i would sae.i noe y and so does she.She was lik tryin to make me jealous,but doing small actions,n seeking attention,tat was so "disgusted".I cant believe till todae.btw,i have simply,4get it,cox its not worth aniwae.My feeling and thoughts now is,"wadever,mux i bother her?so to satisfy her?"hahaha...Fifth,Todae,eugene,harvey,kokchen...(haha...cox i only noe them)went for OBS...Caixin was not feelin well..so cant make it...realli a pity...But lik i told him,health is more important,lolx,lik some "naggers"...haha...lolx...yupp...so actualli his havi high fever...poor boy!...lolx...yupp...hope he would recover soon,n back to skol...lolx...While eugene,harvey n kokchen...enjoy urself worx!...hahaha...sure hav a great great time der lorx...hahhaa...see u ppl on fri...=]Sixth,Remember the person tat i find real irritated?...how sick...?Anyway,why shld i give a damn bout it...?yupp...let it b lorx...the person can do wadever...no one can stop the person...and i wont...its up to tat person...suits the person lorx,but im sure the person wil jus feel real guilty for wad the consequences would b..."GET LOST!"Last,Hahah...dis guy so weird todae.i noe him,could b consider fren.No idea y...but seen him so many times todae,ya!i mean esp so many times todae,whether in the canteen,along the corridor,wadsoever...oso see him...lolx...tats nth strange rite?...wad's weird is,he kept giving me a look,some sort lik trying to tell me sth...but oso lik,so shy or scare of me of sth...hahha...yupp..i noe i might b imagining too much la...haah...wad to do,he don speak to me...lolx...Oh ya...even when im leaving skol,saw him,he looked away.When i turn back as a walk,hahah...he was lik lookin at me...lolx...don worry la...for sure he is not a gay..lolx...quite noe him...aniwae,to me,his a great guy la...we used to contact,but don noe why,seems lik drifting apart...hahaha...ya la...quite a pity...but he is someone i call..."A nice n caring guy!"...yea man!*im gg on Tv todae,yar...u ppl think its so gd or wadsoever...i was lik so worried,how funny i would look lik and stuffs lik tat...hahha...i guess was gg to b scary lorx...im sure i will laugh at myself lorx...Ahhhhh!cant believe it man!lolx...so excited...and...hope tomo everyone's der TV spoil or sth,only i watched...hahaha...wadever la...lolx...Yupp...so simply,im happie...but sth sad cox i retaking O chinese,i got only B4...hahaha...but think positive...yea man!...lolx...im not retaking,im giving myself another opportunity to get better grades,lolx...no harm trying...u never noe=]Yupp...so im cherishing...everyone,ya...im serous,every single one...tat i consider as frenx...yea man!...i never regret...hahahh!if u wan to do sth...do it the best,if not don even bother...hahaha...tats all...takkaire ppl...lurb u...lolx*
♥hanxiang
8/14/2006 04:48:00 PM
