Saturday, February 10, 2007
english language-B3(super happy,very satisfied)
Combined humanities-A2(didnt really expect quite gd grade,cox not confident in SS,but..yup)
mathematics-A2(aRgh..wad a let down to MRS ISZAL)
Science(phy/chem)-A1(always been consistence..glad tat have achieved it0
Design and technology-A1(kind of unexpected to do such extremely well..thx to MDM NITA)
chinese-B3(yupp..previously B4..so,happy..yupp..at least dint waste any effort..=])
L1R4-9pts
L1R5-12pts
Got back Os results..really dint have such high expectations..
top for NA Os..!really shocked..
totally dint even think about it..
happy at the moment..
however..don feel as gd when frens din really do well..
feeling so helpless..
don noe wad to say to them..
no idea on how to console them..
they might think wadever i have said seemed so easy for me of cox..
cox im not in their situations..
really don noe wad to do..
felt emo for them..its like..haiis..
like i have blogged the day before..
it really happened..
when frens din do well..
wad so joyful about me getting gd results?
however,as a fren..
stil tried consoling them..
hopefully they really understand that im wif them..
mMm..really just cant make myself happy in any ways..
mum called..n i called her back..
she was really happy..
my parents nv ask about my results..
for this time she was so happy..
and she said she was really proud..
i was really happy..i cried..
the only thing tat really motivated me to study hard..
is no one other than my parents..
cox i think tats the only way i could make them proud..
my parents arent well educated..
but im proud of them..for their hardwork to bring me up..
n i wan them to b happy..n proud of me as well..
feeling so down..wif frens all so pessimistic..
and couldnt really help them..
felt so helpless..
esp when i heard about HER results..
i picked up my fone..wanted to send her a msg..
i wrote it half way..something flash through my mind..
i decided to not do it..
finally bring myself to call HER..
dere she was crying badly over the fone..
i asked if i could meet HER..
she insisted not to..
tried to make HER feel better..
couldnt help..
tried to talk her over..
but nth actually works..
felt so useless..
felt so helpless..
couldnt do anything..
feeling so depressed..
she dint do well..felt as gd as i dint as well..
for there is no gd reasons for me to be happy..
argh..i really feel like a idiot..
sorry..
wanted to celebrate..
all frens actually dispersed..
felt so dumb..its like..
den wad for celebrate..
btw..wasnt in mood anyway..
tried calling HER..
so many times..
dint pick up..and at some times actually rejected..
really hope to noe wad she is thinking..
really really wish to help..but still cant..
the feeling really so sucks..
wad can i do?wad shld i do?
in short,helpless..
really regretted...
dint manage to meet everyone and have a short chat..
mMm..wondering when is the next time i can see them again..
so sadd..so...haiis..
mMm..really felt so confused..
don noe wad to say..
*just really want to thank everyone..significantly jixiang n jackson,frens of 5A1..caixin..xingyong..yao an,fabian..
yanting and frens..amanda,nadia and grp or frens..milly..bailin..eugene..mr bay..mrs iszal..mdm low..huilin..shermine..eugin wee..sophia..gibson..shihong,favian..hanafi..layyen..sebes..chester..blah blah bla..
and really too many ppl..for ur wishes..smses..really appreciated..!thx so much..really..
mMm..yupp..i guess i just have one thing to say..no matter wad..no matter wad happen in life..
always be OPTIMISTIC..nth in life is easy..and nth in life is ever negative..as long as u see it in another angle..
live life to the fullest and stay happy everyday..we all have only one life..and there is only one you..
cherish ur love ones and urself..takkaire lots all frens..really missed all of u so much..muackx=)*
-i hope to bless all my frens..esp HER-
for all ur wishes and of cox ur
♥hanxiang
2/10/2007 01:20:00 AM
