Wednesday, July 05, 2006
it had been a tiring dae for i did not slp last nitex bcox of germany vs italy...aniwae,italy won 2-0 in extra time,in the last 2 mins...yea!and tomo morning is potugal vs france...france will win for sure and meet italy in final and i PREDICTED...france to b the champ....yea!
hmm..other den tat...it was real down todae...thinking and feeling tat...things have changed...time flies...things r different now and it not tat i expected too much...and it jus seems tat wadever in the past...are not coming back...and i m losing every single one...for reasons...and i hav been making new frenx of cox...is life lik this?...is life about changing of fren and hav new ones every few months?...arent dere anithing called true fren...?or izzit jus a name for it?...
or is the problem lies within me?...am i not worth to b a great fren to anione?...is tat true?...
do i jus look and feel better at first look...and when time passes...they realise i m not worth the term 'great fren'?...or izzit jus a lie aft all...?
so wad makes a good realationship between ppl?...
trust?time tat prove?...or?...
a mistake will ruin everything?...an action or a move will cox disruption to the relationship?...or?...wad izzit exact?....jus so many questions tat comes one aft another...so am i fit to be...or m i not even worth to be...most of all...i jus hope i m still worthy...
izzit true tat...when u start to noe someone,u will tends to treat the person lik u realli care and realli concern...aft which when u noe the person so well...tat u suddenly neglected the person?...true?...very true rite?...its jus so lik natural...u care for the person feelings so much at first and now...when time realli pass...when u all realli so close...does tat mean those words of concern...those things tat used to b said...things tat used to b done no longer exist?...
izzit realli true...?cox the very fact is tat i don believe in tat...and even if the climax had fade...i guess...it can nv b tat much cox...somehow or somewad...the sweet and nice memories will still exist in some parts of a human being mind...
*I realli hope tat everything would b orite asap...i don wan to live in misery...the happy times were great and i think i realli miss it alot...and sec skol life is ending soon,lik i sae,i hope for a memorable one...of cox nice and sweet one...haix...tats all i hope for and i jus felt tat...one by one...fading off...and soon...would disappear...u nv noe wad would happen...keep tat in mind:if u can make someone happy wif ur ability,i hope u would do it...for the good...*
♥hanxiang
7/05/2006 06:25:00 PM
